/ under my skin .

[kenya miller.]

" she didn't understand anything. she didn't understand how she did it, she understand how she could've done it. but she killed her brother. she could remember the blinding lights coming at her face, and a scream coming out of her mouth and hearing her brother's voice saying "kenya, come here." he had shielded himself over her as he basicially sacrificed himself for her. kenya couldn't explain that her parents. they wouldn't have believed it anyways. kenya was going to have to go through all of this because of her stupid idea to go to this concert with her brother and his friends. she had a fun time, no doubt about it. but it ended in his death and her end of in that family. kenya could remember the next morning in the hospital. her mother and father weren't even in sight. a nice nurse came and told her that her parents were going to be coming soon. but kenya knew that they weren't cooming at all. kenya checked herself out of the hospital after she was healed and limped all the way home. she had a broken leg, and it was hurting just to walk on it. when she arrived home - her mother was in her brothers room crying her eyes out and when she saw her she told her to get into her room and never come out. kenya listened. she didn't want to have to deal with her parents. she could hear them arguing and drinking and throwing stuff around. it was past one when she peeked her head out of the door way and went down to the kitchen to get some food. her mother was in the living room and screamed at her. she ran back up the stairs. it was two weeeks she lived like this. only getting the food from the cafeteria at school - which was pretty much shit. finallly the neighbor noticed how she never saw kenya anymore and called child services. kenya was removed from the house a day later. she was immeaditely adopted by a family that lived in florida - she was residing in texas. kenya saw that this family was in fact huge, she was excited. when she first arrived they were perfect. they had three little kids. two girls, and one little boy. and kenya was in fact the oldest. this was going to be interesting but she knew that she could do this.

" dinner tonight was going to be weird. her mother wouldn't shut up about it ever since she had made these plans. levi was coming over. her little sisters were in love with him - and her little brother was only two. jade wouldn't stop bragging to her friends that he was in fact coming over. that there was going to be a famous celebrity in their house. kenya pretty much had a never ending headache because of them. norah could've cared less about him - she said he was a cutie and that she wasn't going to show him her fangirl obession. kenya always favored norah and liam. jade just really got on her nerves. she was a ten year old brat, pretty much. kenya knew her parents couldn't help it. she was teh oldest and they didn't have another kid until she was around five so she was already a brat. kenya came home from the doctor - he was analyzing her foot still. he didn't know when she could be off the cast. it was a walking cast so she didn'tmind it that much. her father drove her and there and back and when she arrived home her mother attacked her asking her what she should cook. kenya didn't know how to put it her mother that she wasn't a very good cook but she kept it to herself. she could tell that the others did the same. liam came running to her legs as soon as she got home and as well as four year old norah. her two favorites, she thought to herself. she spent maybe an hour playing with them and then knew that it was about time she got ready. she gave liam to jade, and then went up stairs to get ready. she took a shower - for what seemed about an hour. she loved taking long showers. it gave her time to think, be alone (which could never happen in this household) and just think. kenya got out of the shower and put on her straightener - even thoughs she knew she wouldn't use it. she picked out her attire nothing too fancy, or fancy actually all. she just wanted to be comfortable and relaxed. kenya dried off, and then got into her clothes and then did her makeup and hair. by the time she looked at the clock she noticed it was 6:30. she still had about a half-an hour or more to play with norah and liam. when she got done, she went down stairs and picked up liam. she could hear jade screaming at the top of her lungs that she couldn't find anything to wear so kenya watched liam and norah. she could hear the two arguing upstairs. kenya took liam into the kitchen and grabbed his food in the fridge, norah was at her heels, and then all of the sudden kenya heard the doorbell ring. she wasn't going to lie : her heart was beating pretty fast. she looked at the clock and then heard jade screaming running down the stairs. kenya rolled her eyes, and then put liam in his highchair and told her dad to watch him - he was focused on the tv. she norah took her hand then walked out to the front door. kenya saw that jade was already freaking out just letting levi into the house. she felt bad for him, and she felt bad for herself. she was never going to hear the end of this. norah the shy one , was clutched onto kenya's side. "sorry, i promise the screaming will stop soon." she said smirking.


TAGGED FOR , rose.
NOTES , cute <3
WORDS , something or another.
LISTENING TOO , be my escape - relient k
CLOTHING , click , just with her boot as well.

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