. ---- i want more.

[amelia borjon.]

" truthfully , she was scared. amelia had never felt like this about anyone and it scared her. caesar was a great guy and she had fun hanging out with him. but recently , a weird feeling had come over her. mia had been feeling queasy and well , the first thought that had come to her head was pregnancy. of course , she didn't know if she was or if she wasn't. the only way to really confirm her suspicions was to go out and purchase a pregnancy test. not once in her nineteen years of life had she bought a pregnancy test, not for herself , her friends or even her own mother. she just never needed to know. but as of recently, her and caesar had been hooking up. amelia wasn't too sure if he had been using condoms or not , considering she was pretty caught up in the moment and didn't really pay attention. but for once in her life, she was hoping and praying that the little stick she was going to pee on was going to be a negative sign. mia hadn't told caesar she might be pregnant considering he had pissed her off with his little , you aren't the only person i have sex with comment. if she had told him, she would imagine they would actually be going to the doctor instead of her picking up a pregnancy test. but here she was , getting ready to go out and buy her first pregnancy test. it was like buying your first circle of birth control pills. or buying your first car , first house , first something or other. it was a big event , like maybe you should be celebrating with a party and some cake. but in fact , amelia was not happy about this. she didn't want to be pregnant but deep deep down , she was maybe a little bit excited. being a mom would be interesting. having a kid of your own , who looked a little bit like you and a little bit like someone else. loving them , teaching them things , watching them grow up. it seemed like a great experience. just one that amelia was not ready to have at the good old age of nineteen.

" heading inside the store was scarier than she imagined. she had no idea where the actual tests were, so she had to ask the lady at the customer service desk. on her name tag was the name , samantha and on her face was the biggest grin amelia had ever seen. she asked her how she might be of assistance and samantha shrugged and spoke on the phone , rather loudly of course. she than pointed her in the direction of aisle four. mia nodded and headed down that aisle , looking at the condoms , pads , tampons , and various food items that lined the shelves. as she reached the little section that held the pregnancy tests , mia let out a long sigh. there were so many choices she could go with. in her hand was a little green basket that was basically a mini shopping cart. she figured that she wouldn't risk her chances and just grab all of them. of course , there was about twenty different pregnancy tests on the shelves and she figured that she wouldn't have enough pee in her body to pee on all twenty sticks. amelia picked up two bottles of flavored water and headed towards the front counter but bumped into caesar instead. shit was all that ran through her head as she looked down into the little green basket. "Shit."

TAGGED FOR , kelly , caesar everard.
NOTES , drizzleee.
WORDS , no idea.
LISTENING TOO , closer / ballas hough band.
CLOTHING , with black flats..
CREDIT , KAYLA for codee.

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